Update: July 12, 2009
I'm updating this page, because today, I strongly felt, out of the blue, that there will a breakthrough in this case soon. I believe this, because Natalee came back into my circle
of being and was inescapable and the feeling was very strong. If some evidence doesn't surface soon, perhaps I'll attempt another connection.
Some have written to ask if I've psychicly revisted the Island and learned anything
new since my earlier posts. I did return about two years ago, but have misplaced my notes. I had planned on posting nothing else about this case or about any other modern case for personal reasons, but, in light of this feeling I have today, I felt compelled to update you readers.
I stand by all I've said before. I believe Natalee was murdered on the beach by a young man who fits the description I wrote previously. I found on my return visit, however, that Natalee's spirit is very troubled. She sits on a rock, overlooking the sea, in an area that's not too far from the light house and close to the shore. She thinks a lot about her mother and about home. She wonders why she can't go home. She's confused and hasn't accepted her death. Time has stopped moving for her. When I find those notes, I will write more on this connection as I can't remember all of the details.
I do think that Natalee needs everyone's prayers. So please pray for her and for her beautiful mother.
My husband mentioned that there was a case in the
news about a teenager missing named Natalee Holloway. She'd vacationed in
the small Caribbean Island of Aruba following her high school graduation.
I rarely watch TV, but when I saw a picture of her on a commercial about an
upcoming edition of 20/20, something about her case touched me, and I
decided to try and make contact.
Normally, I investigate unsolved historical cases only. I didn't even know if I
could connect to this "new" of a case, but I thought I'd give it a try in case
the girl was still alive and needed help and for her parent's sake.
Those of you who've been following my column also know that I've not been
receptive to remote psychic connections for nearly a year (In a remote
connection, I visit a scene and a spirit in a way that's similar to an out of
body experience, and I directly communicate with a spirit or spirits.).
Something happened when I connected to the
case, and I've not been able to make full
remote connections since. I believe something purposely blocked me
the killer who didn't want his identity discovered (he did look directly at me
in the vision).
However, I'm still successful at what I call "Flash
Visions." Flash visions are where I see only glimpses of something
and usually through symbols only, a very different form of channeling, but
sometimes it can reveal important things, and I believe that my Flash visions of
the Holloway case were revealing.
I'm very sorry to report that I believe that Natalee Holloway is dead. I
saw her in my first vision--which was an intense Flash vision that nearly grew
into a full remote connection. She was wearing a light-colored, two piece
swimming suit and was swimming. She looked beautiful under the water, her
long blonde hair flowing around her like that of an angel's. It was almost
possible to believe that nothing bad had happened seeing her like that, and then
I felt a mental jolt--a feeling that scared me and warned me of danger.
Then I saw her lying on her back on the earth--possibly the beach--at night.
I believe she was dead because her eyes were open and fixed.
I heard something then, and I'm not sure how it
fits into the case. I heard a male voice say: "Over here," and then, "Turn
around." And then, more urgently: "Turn around!" Could it have been
the killer speaking to someone else who was helping him hide the body? I don't
know, but it's a likely explanation.
The voice spooked me and broke the connection.
The next night, I tried to connect again--again, I almost made a full
connection, only some noise outside shook me out of it. However, during
the connection, I saw Natalee running on the beach as if fleeing someone.
The sun was nearly down--the last embers glowed on the
water or was the light from something else? Again, she wore the swimming suit. I sensed that this man she
was fleeing was angry at her. Somehow things had gotten out of hand
that evening. I sensed that he didn't want her to leave him. He caught up with her and
killed her. I believe he either choked or drowned her--maybe a mix of
both. I also believe that sex was somehow involved--either they'd had sex
that night or he'd raped her.
I briefly caught a glimpse of a man with a somewhat rough face, (acne perhaps).
His forehead was broad seeming improportional to the width of his chin. He was a
Caucasian with straight brown or dark hair. His eyes were dark. I believe
he was young--under 30. I kept seeing bright rays light up his dark eyes,
even moving into them, and then suddenly the rays were gone, and his eyes were
pitch black. I saw this over and over--a symbol, no doubt, that I
think represents Natalie's death and the time of death as being after sundown.
I think it also represents a complete change in this man from what's normal for
I saw Natalee's body again, lying prostrate as
she stared sightlessly at the night sky. I believe her body is in a woody
area--not too far from the beach. The killer hid her body there or it
washed up from the tide--though I think it's more likely that he put it there
with someone's help.
I have done no research on this case and have
none to report at this time. I do need to know the victim's name and the
location and date, if possible, that an incident occurred in order to
successfully connect. It helps if I see a map or pictures of the location as I
imagine myself mentally traveling there through time when I make a connection.
Tonight, I'll try to locate some pictures of Aruba online to help me the next
time I connect.
Conclusion: Again, I believe Natalee
was murdered. I really hope I'm wrong on this one, especially for her parent's
sake. Psychic connections aren't 100%, especially Flash Visions, as
they're symbolic and can be interpreted differently. I am 100% sure that
the beach and water was involved as the visions centered around the water, and
each time I saw Natalee she wore a light swimming suit (a symbol?).
I will certainly try to connect to this case again, and see if I learn anything
else that may be helpful in locating her.
Please pray for her and her parents. Ask
God to give her parents strength. They are going to need it in the days
Update: June 10th
I watched the episode on 20/20 about the case. Normally I don't research a
case until I've made a satisfactory connection, but this time I did, in hopes
that it might help me connect and put it all together for the parent's sake.
However, the show was not
helpful in putting the pieces together in my mind--though it did confirm many things
that I'd seen so
far. Afterward, I tried to connect and was unsuccessful.
I was upset to see that two hotel security guards are being detained. They have
nothing to do with the case whatsoever. In my opinion, however, I
believe that at least two of the other three suspects had a part in this.
I saw the picture of the suspects on 20/20, one of them resembles the man I'd
seen in my vision.
Update: June 13th
I've tried to connect to Natalee every day
with only limited success. I believe I'm picking up bits and pieces from
her mother, as the two are truly part of each other's soul, even closer than
most mothers and daughters. Sometimes I see the mother when I try to
connect to the daughter.
But this morning, I managed to connect directly to Natalee--the connection was
weak--like a static-filled radio that kept blurring in and out. She wore
light-colored clothes, including a button down shirt, but the vision was fuzzy.
She kept saying a word that sounded something like: "Mother." It was
almost like hearing someone speak through water. I saw tears...so many
tears. I believe that she is confused and not wanting to accept what happened to
her. Of course she would be, and in the days ahead, I'll try to help
her accept what happened.
I tried to reassure her and repeatedly asked her
where they'd put her body. She kept crying, and then suddenly I saw
nothing but sand and then trees high above (as if I was lying on the ground and
looking up)--the trees seemed to be situated in a semi-circle with a beautiful
horizon in the center. This leads me to believe that her body is buried.
I told her that I needed something specific for her mother's sake, but the
Update: June 23th
I've not tried to connect for several
days. I've found that if you try it too much, nothing will come--and bad
things can even result. So I've given it a break for now.
But I do want to comment on the investigation. What a bunch of bumbling
idiots. They made a huge mistake from the outset by not arresting the
primary suspects for two weeks. That gave the killer (or killers) two
weeks to hide the body and destroy evidence.
Every time I hear the latest news on the investigation, I'm disgusted. And oh do
I feel for Natalee's mother. Not only is she having to deal with the loss
of her daughter, but the police aren't giving her the answers she needs.
Get some New York City homicide detectives in
there to interrogate the suspects, and I bet some answers will come to light.
Today they've arrested the main suspect's father. Who are they going to arrest
next, Natalee's mother?
Obviously, the police are under pressure and just want to point their fingers at
someone and make it look like their investigation is going somewhere when, in
fact, it isn't. I tell you, seeing this kind on injustice reminds me just
how lucky I am to be an American.
And really Aruba is what? Twelve miles long? How hard could it be to
find the body? Look again. Keep looking until you find
her. The body is there.
I don't know about you, but I also get
tired of hearing how great and saintly the main suspect is--a good student, an athlete, and
all of that jazz. So what! That doesn't mean he didn't commit murder. There have been many murder cases throughout history where the murderer was a respected citizen.
On closing, I'll say this. Let's keep
praying that they'll find Natalee and resolve this mystery. And please,
imagine Natalee's mother with a white healing light around her. She could use
Update: July 6
I'm sorry but I don't have anything new to report on this case at
this time. I've felt very unreceptive during the past few days--perhaps
because of the holiday stress, and maybe because I've tried so hard to connect
during the past few weeks.
I am alarmed that today's news indicates that the people of Aruba are turning
against Natalee's mother. How awful and unbelievable! They seem to forget
that she is missing a daughter! They can't give her answers so instead
they're becoming hostile and defensive. Too bad that they couldn't put
that energy into resolving the case instead.
Hi Marie Claire,
I am from Aruba. I read all your postings.
Update: July 12
I've had no luck connecting these past few days.
But when I received the letter below from a reader today, alarms went off in my head. Of
Swamp. Please if any of you searchers and investigators in Aruba are reading this,
swamp! Not only is that very likely the word Natalee told me and another
psychic investigator (see reader letters) when asked where she is but also it would be a logical
hiding place for a murderer to put a body. In addition, if one of the suspects is guilty of
this crime, the close proximity of this area to his home also makes it a
feasible place for him to have hidden the body.
It's important to note, however, that Natalee may not be located in the swamp.
Instead Natalee could have been pointing to her murderer or to one who has information
about the murder as one of the suspects lives in the Montaña neighborhood.
And Red, thank you so much for writing to us. Please know that my
criticism of the way that Aruba is handling the case is not personal and is
in no way a reflection of the people there. The people should be praised
for all of the help they've given Natalee's family.
1. Montaña ( Jorans neighborhood, a big swamp
1/2 mile near his house)
Well, the hair turned out not to Natalee's. Hopefully the new witnesses
they've spoken of in the news will prove to be helpful in the investigation;
however, I certainly don't get a positive feeling about recent developments.
Any attempts that I've made to connect during the past few weeks have not been
successful. Once, I partially connected and experienced something strange.
I saw only a light turquoise blue before me and felt intensely cold, and as I
moved toward this coldness, it only became more intense until it was unbearable.
The connection broke. Another time I saw turquoise blue again, as if
I were under water. Does this mean that Natalee is under water? I'm
not sure. I've felt all along that she's buried somewhere on the land, and
I even saw sand. Of course, and I hate to say this, it's possible
that she's not in just one place. This confusion could also stem from the
possibility that the body has been moved. This underwater area did have a
cave-like look, but I don't think it was a cave, and I didn't see a trace of
Natalee in it. Could the water hold another clue? Perhaps. In a
couple of days, I'll try to connect again.
I still believe that the word "Mont" or "Montaña"
is of importance.
Until next time,