Update: July 12, 2009
I'm updating this page, because today, I strongly felt, out of the blue, that there will a breakthrough in this case soon. I believe this, because Natalee came back into my circle of being and was inescapable and the feeling was very strong. If some evidence doesn't surface soon, perhaps I'll attempt another connection.

Some have written to ask if I've psychicly revisted the Island and learned anything new since my earlier posts. I did return about two years ago, but have misplaced my notes. I had planned on posting nothing else about this case or about any other modern case for personal reasons, but, in light of this feeling I have today, I felt compelled to update you readers.

I stand by all I've said before. I believe Natalee was murdered on the beach by a young man who fits the description I wrote previously. I found on my return visit, however, that Natalee's spirit is very troubled. She sits on a rock, overlooking the sea, in an area that's not too far from the light house and close to the shore. She thinks a lot about her mother and about home. She wonders why she can't go home. She's confused and hasn't accepted her death. Time has stopped moving for her. When I find those notes, I will write more on this connection as I can't remember all of the details.

I do think that Natalee needs everyone's prayers. So please pray for her and for her beautiful mother.

 

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Original Investigation

Background Information:  My husband mentioned that there was a case in the news about a teenager missing named Natalee Holloway.  She'd vacationed in the small Caribbean Island of Aruba following her high school graduation.  I rarely watch TV, but when I saw a picture of her on a commercial about an upcoming edition of 20/20, something about her case touched me, and I decided to try and make contact.

Preliminary Thoughts: Normally, I investigate unsolved historical cases only.  I didn't even know if I could connect to this "new" of a case, but I thought I'd give it a try in case the girl was still alive and needed help and for her parent's sake.   Those of  you who've been following my column also know that I've not been receptive to remote psychic connections for nearly a year (In a remote connection, I visit a scene and a spirit in a way that's similar to an out of body experience, and I directly communicate with a spirit or spirits.).  Something happened when I connected to the JonBenét Ramsey case, and I've not been able to make full remote connections since.  I believe something purposely blocked me following my JonBenét investigation--perhaps the killer who didn't want his identity discovered (he did look directly at me in the vision).    

However, I'm still successful at what I call "Flash Visions."   Flash visions are where I see only glimpses of something and usually through symbols only, a very different form of channeling, but sometimes it can reveal important things, and I believe that my Flash visions of the Holloway case were revealing. 

Psychic Connection: I'm very sorry to report that I believe that Natalee Holloway is dead.  I saw her in my first vision--which was an intense Flash vision that nearly grew into a full remote connection.  She was wearing a light-colored, two piece swimming suit and was swimming.  She looked beautiful under the water, her long blonde hair flowing around her like that of an angel's.  It was almost possible to believe that nothing bad had happened seeing her like that, and then I felt a mental jolt--a feeling that scared me and warned me of danger.  Then I saw her lying on her back on the earth--possibly the beach--at night.  I believe she was dead because her eyes were open and fixed.

I heard something then, and I'm not sure how it fits into the case.  I heard a male voice say: "Over here," and then, "Turn around."   And then, more urgently: "Turn around!" Could it have been the killer speaking to someone else who was helping him hide the body? I don't know, but it's a likely explanation.

The voice spooked me and broke the connection.

The next night, I tried to connect again--again, I almost made a full connection, only some noise outside shook me out of it.  However, during the connection, I saw Natalee running on the beach as if fleeing someone.  The sun was nearly down--the last embers glowed on the water or was the light from something else?  Again, she wore the swimming suit.  I sensed that this man she was fleeing was angry at her.   Somehow things had gotten out of hand that evening. I sensed that he didn't want her to leave him.  He caught up with her and killed her.  I believe he either choked or drowned her--maybe a mix of both.  I also believe that sex was somehow involved--either they'd had sex that night or he'd raped her.

I briefly caught a glimpse of a man with a somewhat rough face, (acne perhaps).   His forehead was broad seeming improportional to the width of his chin.   He was a Caucasian with straight brown or dark hair.  His eyes were dark. I believe he was young--under 30.  I kept seeing bright rays light up his dark eyes, even moving into them, and then suddenly the rays were gone, and his eyes were pitch black.   I saw this over and over--a symbol, no doubt, that I think represents Natalie's death and the time of death as being after sundown.  I think it also represents a complete change in this man from what's normal for him.

I saw Natalee's body again, lying prostrate as she stared sightlessly at the night sky.  I believe her body is in a woody area--not too far from the beach.  The killer hid her body there or it washed up from the tide--though I think it's more likely that he put it there with someone's help.

Research:  I have done no research on this case and have none to report at this time. I do need to know the victim's name and the location and date, if possible, that an incident occurred in order to successfully connect. It helps if I see a map or pictures of the location as I imagine myself mentally traveling there through time when I make a connection.  Tonight, I'll try to locate some pictures of Aruba online to help me the next time I connect.

Conclusion:  Again, I believe Natalee was murdered. I really hope I'm wrong on this one, especially for her parent's sake.  Psychic connections aren't 100%, especially Flash Visions, as they're symbolic and can be interpreted differently.  I am 100% sure that the beach and water was involved as the visions centered around the water, and each time I saw Natalee she wore a light swimming suit (a symbol?).  I will certainly try to connect to this case again, and see if I learn anything else that may be helpful in locating her.

Please pray for her and her parents.  Ask God to give her parents strength.  They are going to need it in the days ahead.

 

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Update: June 10th
I watched the episode on 20/20 about the case.  Normally I don't research a case until I've made a satisfactory connection, but this time I did, in hopes that it might help me connect and put it all together for the parent's sake.  However, the show was not helpful in putting the pieces together in my mind--though it did confirm many things that I'd seen so far.  Afterward, I tried to connect and was unsuccessful.

I was upset to see that two hotel security guards are being detained. They have nothing to do with the case whatsoever.   In my opinion, however, I believe that at least two of the other three suspects had a part in this.  I saw the picture of the suspects on 20/20, one of them resembles the man I'd seen in my vision.


 

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Update: June 13th
I've tried to connect to Natalee every day with only limited success.  I believe I'm picking up bits and pieces from her mother, as the two are truly part of each other's soul, even closer than most mothers and daughters.  Sometimes I see the mother when I try to connect to the daughter.  

But this morning, I managed to connect directly to Natalee--the connection was weak--like a static-filled radio that kept blurring in and out.  She wore light-colored clothes, including a button down shirt, but the vision was fuzzy. She kept saying a word that sounded something like: "Mother."  It was almost like hearing someone speak through water.  I saw tears...so many tears. I believe that she is confused and not wanting to accept what happened to her.   Of course she would be, and in the days ahead, I'll try to help her accept what happened. 

I tried to reassure her and repeatedly asked her where they'd put her body.  She kept crying, and then suddenly I saw nothing but sand and then trees high above (as if I was lying on the ground and looking up)--the trees seemed to be situated in a semi-circle with a beautiful horizon in the center.  This leads me to believe that her body is buried.  I told her that I needed something specific for her mother's sake, but the connection broke.
 

 

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Update: June 23th
I've not tried to connect for several days.  I've found that if you try it too much, nothing will come--and bad things can even result.  So I've given it a break for now.

But I do want to comment on the investigation.  What a bunch of bumbling idiots.  They made a huge mistake from the outset by not arresting the primary suspects for two weeks.  That gave the killer (or killers) two weeks to hide the body and destroy evidence. 

Every time I hear the latest news on the investigation, I'm disgusted. And oh do I feel for Natalee's mother.  Not only is she having to deal with the loss of her daughter, but the police aren't giving her the answers she needs.

Get some New York City homicide detectives in there to interrogate the suspects, and I bet some answers will come to light. 

Today they've arrested the main suspect's father.  Who are they going to arrest next, Natalee's mother? 

Obviously, the police are under pressure and just want to point their fingers at someone and make it look like their investigation is going somewhere when, in fact, it isn't.  I tell you, seeing this kind on injustice reminds me just how lucky I am to be an American. 

And really Aruba is what?  Twelve miles long?  How hard could it be to find the body?  Look again.  Keep looking until you find her.  The body is there.

 I don't know about you, but I also get tired of hearing how great and saintly the main suspect is--a good student, an athlete, and all of that jazz. So what! That doesn't mean he didn't commit murder. There have been many murder cases throughout history where the murderer was a respected citizen.

On closing, I'll say this.  Let's keep praying that they'll find Natalee and resolve this mystery.  And please, imagine Natalee's mother with a white healing light around her. She could use some comfort.

Update: July 6
I'm sorry but I don't have anything new to report on this case at this time.  I've felt very unreceptive during the past few days--perhaps because of the holiday stress, and maybe because I've tried so hard to connect during the past  few weeks.

I am alarmed that today's news indicates that the people of Aruba are turning against Natalee's mother. How awful and unbelievable!  They seem to forget that she is missing a daughter!  They can't give her answers so instead they're becoming hostile and defensive.  Too bad that they couldn't put that energy into resolving the case instead. 

Update: July 12

I've had no luck connecting these past few days.  But when I received the letter below from a reader today, alarms went off in my head.  Of course, Montaña--the Swamp.  Please if any of you searchers and investigators in Aruba are reading this, check this swamp!  Not only is that very likely the word Natalee told me and another psychic investigator (see reader letters) when asked where she is but also it would be a logical hiding place for a murderer to put a body. In addition, if one of the suspects is guilty of this crime, the close proximity of this area to his home also makes it a feasible place for him to have hidden the body. 

It's important to note, however, that Natalee may not be located in the swamp. Instead Natalee could have been pointing to her murderer or to one who has information about the murder as one of the suspects lives in the Montaña neighborhood.

And Red, thank you so much for writing to us.  Please know that my criticism of the way that Aruba is handling the case is not personal and is in no way a reflection of the people there.  The people should be praised for all of the help they've given Natalee's family.

Hi Marie Claire,   I am from Aruba. I read all your postings. The MONT. May be:
1. Montaña ( Jorans neighborhood, a big swamp 1/2 mile near his house)